OMG. i can’t believe it! one of my favorite blogs startet to follow me! and it’s my 70th follower!
Thank you so much bae, you really made my day ♥
oh what a night
If you’re following me you may have noticed that I’m not in a good financial situation right now. My family is only made of my brother, my parents and I, no one else, and we’ve been having troubles paying the bills because my brother lost his job last month, and my father got an accident earlier this year that doesn’t allow him to work anymore. I would have liked to earn some money this summer just like last year but my health has been a problem for a little while now so I won’t be able to. And unfortunately it’s not like we have savings, we’ve always been poor…
What’s different now is that the amount of difficulties we recently encountered are seriously making me consider abandoning my studies in cinema, abandoning the idea of having a diploma and getting into a prestigious private school just so I can find a precarious job, which is for me and my parents the worst case scenario.
This school I’m talking about is the only one affordable for me - because it’s the only one offering scholarships - and it’s basically my only hope for a decent job in the field I love. All the money I’ve ever earned has been saved to pay this school but we can’t save money anymore because we live with the bare minimum. And I’m going to admit it: I am terrified.
That’s why I’m asking for your help. Because if it continues like this I may as well have never studied anything, have never hoped for a career. Understand that I don’t want to make anyone donate more than they would be comfortable with, if you can’t afford donating it’s fine ! But maybe consider signal boosting ?
The smallest amount would be welcome, if enough of you donate 0,5$ or 1$ this could actually allow me to finish my studies and get a decent future. I have never asked for money before and I never thought I’d come to such an extremity. I’m thankful for anyone who would offer me some help. Thank you so much for just reading this.
You can donate here or via the donate button on my blog
Also an alternative to donations would be to commission me, I’m going to open commissions for my art in a month. If you’re in the fandom of any film or series I hope you’ll be interested, I love drawing for films or series and this would obviously be really helpful.
Thank you again.
Btw my appointment with the surgeon went well, I’m going to have two surgeries in september and until then I’ll just have to do with pain killers but I’m happy to finally know that it’ll end soon, it’s not something I’ll have to deal with for a whole year u know :)
HAAHAHAH., this goes perfectly with the post I just made. Also I am going to use “much hetero, such bromance” as my new tagline from now on
that’s because it was inspired by your post actually, congratulations on being my muse
bb having some trouble with the door (≖︿≖✿)
john watson touches a man’s balls while thinking about sherlock then rejects violently heterosexual porn while still thinking about sherlock before finally deciding to leave his wife to go see sherlock… I’m just describing
sherlock changing his super minimalist business cards to add in caps “married to dr. john watson”
sherlock changing his wikipedia page to add ‘married to john watson’
sherlock updating his website for the first time in years to announce his ‘sex holidays with john watson’
sherlock hacking john’s blog to post a picture of them and write as caption ‘sherlock holmes and his husband john watson’
As I’m semi obsessed with John and Sherlock constantly misunderstanding each other (which keeps them apart in a great classic romantic obstacle way), I’ve been making a list of all the miscommunications between the boys, which has amounted to this:
- The first dinner at Angelo’s - they don’t technically misunderstand each other at the time, but this conversation is really the beginning of misunderstanding each other. John leaves this conversation with the understanding that Sherlock is not interested in anything, and Sherlock leaves it assuming he read John’s interest in him incorrectly
- John corrects Friend to Colleague with Sebastian because he wants to be taken seriously in the context of The Work, which Sherlock interprets as him not considering them friends
- Sherlock acting distant about the bomb victims further supports John’s understanding of Sherlock as a sociopath, when this is really just a coping mechanism for Sherlock
- Moriarty threatening to burn the heart out of Sherlock - John does not get this very likely is referring to him
- Sherlock making fun of John’s porn on his laptop, and later, poems to his girlfriends are him acting out in jealousy - John interprets this as Sherlock just being an annoying dick to him
- John thinks Sherlock is attracted to Irene and that all of his strange behaviour in ASIB is related to her - Sherlock actually only fuddles his words once Irene starts to flirt with John and John smiles back, he also provides Irene with the airplane seating deduction while staring directly at John (and also indicates he doesn’t want her praise, but mentions John’s praise with apparent derision ~ why mention John’s praise if he wanted Irene’s?)
- Related to this, John interprets Sherlock not “having the last word” with Irene to mean she’s special to him, when really it’s that Irene can’t get him to have a conversation with her, while we’re shown in this same episode Sherlock’s conversations with John never end even when he’s not present
- John thinks Sherlock overheard him at the Battersea Station, and him not responding to John’s “how are we feeling about that” question is a second rejection of John’s possible interest (first being dinner at Angelo’s), meanwhile Sherlock thinks John is either asking him about Irene or about to restate his “I’m not actually gay” stance from earlier
- John also likely thinks Sherlock keeping Irene’s phone means he was interested in her
- Sherlock acts crazy at the start of and throughout Hounds, mostly because he’s terrified of his emotions overpowering his reason - this includes what he’s feeling for John - John again interprets this to be Sherlock being an annoying dick who puts The Work above all else and loses it when he doesn’t have it
- in TRF, Sherlock does not understand why John would be upset about Sherlock’s reputation and the public disliking him
- After TRF, John does not know Sherlock jumped to protect him or about what Sherlock endured during their separation, John just thinks Sherlock didn’t trust him - they do resolve this aspect with the apology, but John still doesn’t know about the protection aspect
- Sherlock did not know he was John’s best friend (this gets cleared up)
- Sherlock probably thinks he is not as special as he actually is to John in general, especially after seeing John with Sholto
- John may believe that Sherlock slept with Janine
- John “doesn’t understand” that Sherlock shooting Magnussen was for him, and very likely doesn’t really understand what Sherlock means on the tarmac
basically they gonna need to talk out a lot when they get together